Upstanding Citizens

            Rosamund Taylor

The thumps, like someone putting up shelves, 
have me scurrying down the hall. A starling 
in my office somersaults into walls.

I open my windows as wide as they’ll go, 
close the door. Lean against it, listening. 
Nothing. Sound of my heart. A hush

in the air suggesting rain
so fine it barely glosses the bin lids. 
All sorts of people believe 

in god, people you don’t expect, 
queer people, even – here I am saying queer 
the way others might say upstanding citizen

I don’t understand it. I’ve never looked 

at a fuchsia in flower, say, 
a fuchsia by the sea with two grey horses 
grazing nearby in a too-green field, and thought, 

Oh yes. God. 
Radiator’s intestines gurgle. Mice 
bustle in the attic. I can’t hear anything else. 

Maybe the starling has already escaped, 
seeing the corkscrew streets
from an angle I can’t imagine.


Rosamund Taylor’s debut collection, In Her Jaws (Banshee Press 2022), was shortlisted for the Seamus Heaney Poetry Prize for a First Collection. In 2025, she published her novel-in-verse, Filly (Banshee Press), and won The Rialto/RSPB Nature and Place Poetry Prize.