Self-portait in a compact

            Nadia Lines

I take my vitamins with gin and tonic.
I am in a swanky mid-century hotel. 
I have been put up by my editor 
because he does not want to put up with me. 

There is a chaise longue here. 
The bath is marble and has clawed feet. 
I can cry as much as I wish
and I always get given clean towels. 

The view is passable. New York. Night. 
There’s a balcony, I think. 
Mainly I sit by the vanity 
and pluck my eyebrows and smoke. 

They bring me coffee. 
They make the bed while I’m still in it. 
I have grown used to the hospital corners
but they give me four pillows, not two. 


Nadia Lines is a student at Cambridge. She was a Foyle Young Poet in 2019 and her debut poetry pamphlet, Stephen the Phlebotomist, was published by Nine Pens Press in 2022.