Not like rain

            Anna Milan

            ‘When you feel too much / tears fall like rain / til there’s nothing left to
            say’ – ‘Tears Like Rain’ by Collide

After the tears – which are not like rain,
but the kind of flood that could carry you away
for good – there should be quiet.

(Quiet like the lovely stain 
the sun leaves 
on a church floor. 

Or a winter tree alone 
with the pale sun. A heart 
eased by birds singing.) 

Instead, there will be words, 
which will not be enough, 
or even the right ones.

The evening blackbird calling
from the dripping sycamore
will sound like one thing to you

and something else to me –  
a breach, a rupturing,
like love falling under its own weight,

like the way we say goodbye to water.


Anna Milan is a poet currently living in Hertfordshire. Her poems have appeared in publications such as Butcher’s Dog, Under the Radar, Atrium, iamb and Ink Sweat & Tears.